I feel like all of this is my fault. I can't say what though. But I made it all worse on September. And made it even more worse as days went by. I really screwed everything up, huh? I guess this is the hell I brought upon myself. The hell I caused myself.
I always belonged in hell anyway...
CIEIRMusic
Not sure what it is you blame yourself for, I won't pry, because I respect your privacy. I will say this, if you feel you have to blame yourself 90% of the time it will always turn out not to be your fault.